Is this bad?

Last night I realized I'm looking forward to my annual gyno appt today.

I'm dropping the kids off at my Mom's (or she'll come here as it's high nap time) and heading out all. by. myself. If I'm lucky and not kept waiting, I'll stop for a Starbuck's indulgence as well as in and out of a few walking distance shops. Without a stroller, unbuckling or buckling, threats or bribes, a game I have to turn it into. I'll only worry whether I have to go to the bathroom or if I'm hungry. I can occupy myself really well without any arguments, whining or tattling.

Ahhh.....